It was sometime in the early
afternoon when Joe reached the two boulders at the trailhead. He thought it
must be one or two o’clock. That meant he would reach Gloryhaven at about
three. He had made excellent time coming down, but still he quickened his pace.
He couldn’t wait to see everyone again. He came to the fork in the road and
turned right. A few minutes later a car went by him, and then another. Ten
minutes later a pickup approached only this one stopped and offered him a ride.
Joe said thanks and hopped in the back. When they got to the house there were
cars parked everywhere and Joe remembered the wedding. He was brushing the dust
off when Paul walked up.
“Joe,” he said, “I’m really glad
you made it to the wedding. Are you going to stay?”
“I’d love to stay a day or two if
it’s okay.” Joe responded.
“It’s always okay, Joe. You have an
open invitation to come anytime. Thing is, with all the company, there are no
empty bedrooms. But there’s that spare room off the barn I showed you. You can
stay there if you don’t mind. I already put the rest of your stuff in there.”
“That’s perfect, Paul. Thanks. Say,
I know you must have a lot to do. I’ll go get settled on my own. What time is
the wedding?”
Paul looked at his watch. “You have
about twenty minutes.”
“Thanks again. I’ve got a lot to
talk to you about later.” Joe made his way back to the barn. The room was
really a self-contained studio apartment. There was a small kitchen to his
left, a bathroom door straight ahead and two single beds to his right. When he
got there he noticed that someone else was staying in the room with him because
there was a bag on the other bed. Joe took a shower, shaved, and changed into
clean clothes. The wedding was out on the front lawn. White folding chairs had
been set up. In front was a table with a lace cloth. There were candles on the
table and a Bible. Off to the right he saw a keyboardist, a flutist, and a
guitar player. It looked like the wedding was going to start soon. As Joe
walked up a young man in a tuxedo approached him and asked, “Bride or groom?”
The groom’s family and friends were on the right side and the brides’ were on
the left. Joe didn’t know either one, but he knew the hosts, so he said,
“Bride.” The only seats left were in the back row. Joe looked around at the
people. There were probably a hundred and fifty people there. Everyone seemed
so happy and full of anticipation. Then he saw someone whose presence here
completely shocked him. Sitting a row in front of him and off to his left was a
man Joe had seen in his vision on the mountain. Joe really didn’t have time to
process this because the wedding party staged up behind him ready to walk down
the aisle.
Joe had been to a few weddings so
he kind of knew what happened, but this one was a little different. First the
minister and the groom came to the front. Then the musicians began to play, but
as the couples started walking down the aisle they began to sing. It was a
beautiful song of the love of two people who also loved God. It was a song of
devotion and honor. The couples split at the front and made their way to the
sides, but they continued to sing as they turned and faced the audience. They
sang until the bride and her father appeared at the back row. Then the groom
sang a verse, and the bride answered him with another verse. As the bride came
to him down the aisle everyone sang a final, moving conclusion. From that point
the ceremony was pretty much the same as Joe had remembered. The couples
exchanged vows and rings, and then they lit two candles off the large one on
the table. The minister spoke about the value of love and the importance of
God’s love to sustain any marriage. He gave a charge to the couple and also a
charge to the audience to pray for them and support them. Then there was a time
when people stood up and expressed blessings and prayers for the couple. After
that the minister pronounced them husband and wife. But then he said, “Lois and
Adam have asked if they could take communion as the first act of their new
marriage. They wanted to share communion with all of you as well. The ushers
are going to pass bread and wine around. If you feel so led, please take communion
with us.”
Joe had never taken communion
before. He didn’t know what to do, but he thought maybe he could just watch and
follow suit. The trays came back to him and he took a little plastic cup and a
piece of bread. No one had eaten anything so Joe waited. When everyone was
served, the minister held up the bread and said, “This is Christ’s body broken
for you.” Then everyone ate the bread. Joe did the same. Then the minister held
up his little cup and said, “This is Christ’s blood, shed for you.” Joe put the
cup to his lips and drank the wine. Suddenly the vision from last night came
before him. The redeemed lives, the Everysong, the joy, all came rushing back.
The Body and Blood of Christ! Without that the rest meant nothing. Again tears
came to his eyes. He looked down because he was embarrassed. He heard someone
singing and when he looked up he saw the newlyweds coming down the aisle arm in
arm. He couldn’t stop the tears so he just looked down at his hands. Then to
his horror they stopped right where he was sitting. He could see the bride in
his peripheral vision. He couldn’t look up. But then the bride placed a
delicate hand on his shoulder. Joe finally looked up and she was crying as was
the groom. He reached up and put his left hand over hers. When he did he saw
his coin. Priscilla had sewn it into her wedding dress. So the bride knew,
somehow. The whole encounter lasted only a few seconds, but it stayed with Joe
for a long time. Months later the sheer happiness of that moment came back to
him as if it had just happened.
After the wedding there was a
festive reception. The chairs were moved around, tables were quickly brought
out and music began to play. People danced and sang and ate a lot of food. Joe
knew only the family, but he had a great time. He saw Priscilla and the kids.
They all hugged him, especially Andrew. Little Meg kept coming up and asking
him to dance. Then the big moment arrived when the newlyweds left. Everyone
formed two lines out to their getaway car, a restored nineteen forty Ford
convertible. It was painted cherry red with matching spoke wheels, a black
interior, and a black ragtop. As the couple ran down the gauntlet they were
showered with rice and birdseed. The engine was already running on the car, so
they hopped in, shouted farewells to everyone, and sped away.
The reception continued until after
sunset when luminarias were placed all around and the festivities took on a
mellower mood. People sat at the tables and talked, the glow of the candles on
their faces. The band played in the background. After a while Joe began to feel
the effects of his trip and so he went up to sit on the porch. A man was
sitting in the wicker chair so Joe sat on the swing. Joe realized it was the
man he had thought he recognized during the ceremony. He was about to say
something when the man said, “How’d you like the wedding?”
“It was real nice,” Joe said
looking at him. The man was maybe forty-five. He was thin and appeared to be
about Joe’s height and build. There was something about him. The smile on his
face, the tilt of his head. Oddly, a kind of holy fear fell upon Joe and he
didn’t know what else to say.
“How’re your feet?” the man asked.
“What?”
“That’s a pretty easy question,
Joe. ‘How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news.’ What’s the good
news, man?”
At first Joe couldn’t believe what
he thought. That voice was…he was dumbfounded. “Luther?”
“Here I stand,” he said as he
stood, “I can be no other. God help me.” He was clean-shaven, his hair was cut,
and he was wearing slacks, a dress shirt and a sport jacket. Joe stood and
hugged Luther.
“I didn’t recognize you. I didn’t
know you even had dress clothes. Did you do all this for the wedding?”
“No, not for the wedding, Joe. Sit
down. I need to tell you something. Last time I saw you was, what, four five
days ago? After I saw the coin something happened in here,” he said pointing to
his head. “What it is ain’t exactly clear, but it’s like a fog lifted, or I
woke from a dream. I’m not whole yet, I know that, but I do think I’ve been healed
Joe. After I saw you I went back to the cabin. For two days I struggled and wrestled,
but finally I just let go. I hiked out to a place I built where you can sit and
look out at the ocean. I sat there and watched the sunset, and I said goodbye
to Meg. I needed to do that, Joe. I needed to move on…a long time ago. But even
more, I needed to forgive myself. I knew God had forgiven me. Who was I to
think I was better than God? But you know what brought down the last wall in my
mind?”
“No.”
“It was Andrew. I came back here to
Gloryhaven, and he ran up and told me he’d become a follower of The Way. Later
that day I realized that the Lord had used me to help you so you could help
him. ‘Realized’ is an important word, Joe. I am realizing more and more every
day. In fact just this morning I was thinking about becoming a teacher again.
What do you think about that?”
“That is incredible news, Luther. I
mean you taught me a lot when you…when…”
“When I was half out of my mind?
It’s okay, Joe. I know how it is—was—for me.”
“Hey, Luther, can we talk in the
morning? I’m ready to drop.”
“Sure. Where’re you staying?”
“I’m staying in the bunk house in
back of the barn.”
“I guess we’re roomies again, Joe.
That’s where I’m staying.”
They walked back to the barn. After
they’d gotten in bed and the lights were out Joe said, “My feet are fine,
Luther. Thanks for asking.”
Joe woke up late the next morning.
He took a shower, dressed and went outside. There were still quite a few guests
around and it seemed like everyone was busy setting things straight after the
wedding. He didn’t know what to do so he went out front and helped put the
folding chairs into a truck. After a while Priscilla came out on the porch.
“Joe, I saved you some breakfast. Come on inside. There’s plenty of help for
all that.” In the kitchen she put out some scones, a bowl of fruit and some
coffee. There was raspberry jam for the scones. “This place is heaven on
earth,” Joe thought to himself. He knew he had to move on, but he hoped he
could come back and visit here often. If he ever got married…well, that thought
was for another time.
“Where’s Luther?” he asked.
“He’s with Paul,” Priscilla
answered. “I think they’re out in the garage working on something. Why don’t
you go find them? I know they’d love to hear about your trip.” Suddenly Joe
felt guilty. He hadn’t said a word to her about his time on the mountain, and
she had done so much for him. But he wasn’t sure quite how to put his
experience into words.
“Actually, I would like to tell you
all at the same time,” he fibbed. “Will there be any time after dinner?”
“After dinner would be great, Joe.”
He went out and found the men
working on a pickup. They were up to their elbows in grease and oil. They
looked up when he came in. “Joe,” Paul said, “You’re just in time. Do you see
that tray of deep-dish sockets there on the bench? I need a nine sixteenths.” Joe
wasn’t mechanically adept. In fact the only tools he’d used were the wrenches
that came with his bicycle, and they were metric. But he knew a little about
wrench sizes and he found the right socket. It wasn’t too long before he was
getting greasy also. Paul made him put on some coveralls hanging on the wall.
“Priscilla’s kind of picky about grease,” he explained.
They worked the rest of the
morning. Paul explained they were replacing the starter motor on the truck, and
giving it a tune up. The starter went underneath the engine and that involved a
lot of crawling around and getting messy. The tune up was more interesting. Joe
learned about plugs and points, distributor caps and rotors. After that they
rotated the tires. All of this was brand new to Joe. He’d always paid someone
else to work on his vehicles. He felt clumsy and out of place, but by the time
they began to clean up the shop and wash for lunch, Joe experienced a deep
sense of satisfaction. On top of all that was the dialogue between the men.
There was joking around and technical talk, discussions about who made the best
truck, and dozens of questions about Joe’s trip.
“Paul,” Joe said at one point, “I
want to thank you for the note. It was just what I needed to hear. I don’t know
how you knew, but it was right on the money.”
“I noticed that you never mentioned
your background or your parents. It was just a thought I had. I’m glad it
helped.”
They ate lunch and afterward when
Paul went to the hardware store for a shovel handle, Joe stayed behind. It gave
him a chance to visit with Luther. They sat on the bench where they’d talked
before and Luther asked, “So, Joe, how was it?”
Joe didn’t need to ask what he was
referring to, so he answered, “It’s hard to explain, LJ, but that one night…I
saw things…I heard things.”
“Did you hear the music, Joe? Did
you hear the angels sing?”
“Yes, Luther!” Joe said as he
stood. He was charged. “It was like nothing I had ever heard before. I heard
the angels, but I also heard a song, but it was many songs all blended together.
The beauty of it overwhelmed me.”
As he spoke Luther’s eyes
brightened. Joe could tell that he’d had a similar experience.
“Joe,” he said, “that music is eternal.
It’s the music of the spheres. It’s the joy of salvation, the inexpressible and
glorious joy of heaven. You know,” he paused, “sometimes I still hear the song.
There have even been a few moments when it was all I could hear. I think
it’s what kept me alive in the dark hours.”
“Have you ever gone back?” Joe
asked.
“You can’t go back, Joe. Only
forward. Always forward.”
“Yeah, I guess I knew that already.
It’s just that…”
“Think about this, Joe. What you
experienced on the mountain is not in the past. It’s in the future. You’re not
moving away from it, you’re moving toward it.”
“I get it! It makes sense when you
put it that way…You know, there’s something else, Luther. I told you I saw
things. One of the things I saw was you-like you are now-only I didn’t know it
was you until I saw you last night on the porch. What do you think that means?”
“Encouragement for you, maybe.
Affirmation for me. Hope.”
Paul arrived and they all worked
putting in a new fence around the garden for Priscilla. Again, the pleasure of
physical labor was rewarding and satisfying. When he expressed this to them,
Paul said, “Joe, I’ve been thinking about a few things. I know you don’t have
any money. I could use a hand around here for the next couple of weeks or so. I
would be willing to pay you a fair wage if you could stay on and help. What do
you think?”
“I think it would be great, Paul.
Thank you.”
“If you want, you can move your
stuff into the room you had upstairs before.”
“I’m okay out here with Luther,”
Joe said.
“Thing is, Joe,” Luther began, “I
have to go. Miles to go before I sleep, you know. I lost so much precious time.
I got a job interview at a little college up the way. I can’t stay.”
“Okay, then. I’ll move into the
house.”
That night after the children were
in bed the four of them sat on the front porch, coffee cups in their hands, and
Joe told them about his journey. When he got to the vision he became animated
all over again. Then he teared up and couldn’t talk, but he noticed they were
all wiping their eyes as well. Then one by one everyone shared about their
journey and their mission. Joe noticed a lot of similarities-varying degrees of
pain and pleasure-but also uniqueness. Everyone had their own story, but behind
and through everything was the hand of God.
Luther, always the early riser, was
gone before Joe got up. He wished he’d had a chance to say goodbye, but Paul
kept him too busy to worry about it. That next week they put new shingles on
the woodshed, they cut firewood, they repaired a fence, they painted the pump
house with help from the kids, and they put in new glass in a window the boys
had broken with a baseball. Throughout that time peace and goodness crept into
Joe’s soul that he had never before experienced. Work became something like an
act of worship. Paul truly worked to honor God. Joe woke up on a Friday and looked out his window at the
sunrise behind the mountains. He went out to the balcony. The clouds were red.
The air was cool and fresh. He took a deep breath and sighed with contentment.
Then the thought came to him a second time: “This place is heaven on
earth. If they will let me stay, I will.” He determined to broach the subject
with Paul when he had a chance.
Joe went downstairs. He could smell
something baking. “Good morning!” he said as he entered the kitchen. Priscilla
was there at the counter.
She handed him a cup of coffee,
smiling, and said, “Good Friday to you, Joe.”
“It is Friday, isn’t it?” Joe
replied. “I had kind of lost track.”
“Yes, but not just any Friday, Joe.
It’s Good Friday. Today is the day we set aside to remember Christ’s death on
the cross. Sunday is Easter.”
Joe was taken aback. He had a vague
idea that Christmas and Easter were Christian holidays, but he had never
celebrated them as such. He had exchanged presents with a few people at
Christmas time, but for him Easter was just another Sunday off work. Paul came
in.
“Good Friday, Joe. Hey, grab your
cup and come outside. I need to talk to you.” When they got to the porch Paul
said, “I want to pay you today for your work because my bank’s closed tomorrow.
Here is what I think would square us up. Counting today you will have worked
about a hundred hours. I think we may have about 5 hours tomorrow. I’d like to
pay you twelve hundred dollars. Does that seem fair to you?”
“What about room and board?” Joe
asked.
“Priscilla and I consider you to be
a friend, and a brother in the Lord. I could never charge you to stay here,
Joe. It just wouldn’t seem right.”
“Okay, Paul. I think I should pay,
but everything else is more than fair. Thank you.”
“I’m going into town after
breakfast,” Paul continued. “I’d like you to hook the mower up to the P.T.O. on
the tractor while I’m gone. Do you remember how to do that?”
“I think so.”
“If you get stuck you and the boys
can muck out the stalls in the barn. It’s really their job, so they would love
to have your help. I shouldn’t be more than two hours.”
They talked until breakfast was
ready. When they came inside the kids were already at the table. “Good Friday,
Joe!” They all said in chorus. When he sat down little Meg pulled his sleeve
and whispered, “Mommy told us to say that.” Priscilla put out bacon and eggs,
hash browns, toast and some sweet buns. The food was good, as usual, but Joe
was intrigued by the buns. They were all frosted with an “x” on the top. When
Joe asked about them Ben said: “They’re called ‘Hot Cross Buns.” That sounded
familiar to Joe. Paul explained that Hot Cross Buns were a traditional serving
for Good Friday.
“We are not all that traditional,”
he said. “We just wanted to emphasize the importance of the cross.”
After breakfast Paul left and Joe tackled
the jobs he’d been assigned. When Paul returned he was happy with the work. He
paid Joe, and they spent the rest of the day mowing the side of the road
leading up to Gloryhaven. Paul said that the deer were a danger during the
spring and it was good to keep the weeds down. “They are really prone to run in
front of your car,” he said as they drove the tractor out of the barn.
That night for family devotions
they read the story of Christ’s crucifixion. Joe had never heard the story
before and it moved him; especially the part where Jesus cried out “My God, my
God, why have you forsaken me?” It made him realize the price that had been
paid for him, and also it made him think of how he had been forsaken by his own
father.
That night a storm front moved in
while everyone was asleep. Joe woke Saturday morning to wind and rain. When he
tried the switch, he realized they had also lost power. He and Paul tried to
get some work done, but the storm got so bad all they could do was make sure
the livestock were safe. When everything was under cover and buttoned up, they
went inside. It was dim inside and starting to get chilly. Paul decided that he
would save fuel and not use the generator right away, so they built a fire in
the woodstove. Priscilla filled a camp kettle with water for cocoa and coffee.
She also put a cast iron pot on the stove and made soup. After a while the
aroma of herbs, vegetables and chicken filled the house. They spent the day
inside visiting, reading and playing games. Occasionally Paul and Joe would go
outside and check on the animals and outbuildings. There wasn’t much for them
to do, but it gave them a chance to break the boredom.
After it got dark, they lit a
couple of propane lanterns. The feeling was almost surreal as Joe watched the
odd shadows play on people’s faces and heard the wind rattling the windows.
Later in the evening Priscilla got out some sleeping bags and let the kids lay
down in the sitting room. When she came back she said, “Joe, the kids want you
to come say goodnight,” so Joe went in and gave each one a few minutes of his
attention. Back in the dining room where Paul and Priscilla were sitting, he
said, “Those are pretty special children.”
“We feel blessed, it’s true,”
Priscilla answered.
Paul and Joe played Backgammon while
Priscilla did needlepoint. It was quiet and comfortable even with the storm
outside. Joe thought this might be a good time to bring up his staying, so he
said, “I’d like to ask you something. I guess it’s kind of a favor.”
“What is it, Joe?”
“You are the closest thing I have
ever had to a family. I love this place. I love the farm work, and most of all
I have come to love all of you as well.”
“So what was your favor?” Paul
asked.
Joe just let it out: “I wondered if
there was any possibility of me staying on with you for a while…?”
There was an uncomfortable silence
and immediately Joe realized he had asked the wrong thing. Finally, Paul said,
“Joe, I want you to listen to everything I’m going to say, okay?”
“Okay.”
“I’m going to say it outright; you
can’t stay here. It is not that we don’t care for you. I think I speak for the
whole family when I say you have a special place in our hearts. We love you
too, Joe. It’s just that Gloryhaven is not a destination. There is only one
destination.”
“But it’s your destination,
isn’t it?” Joe asked. He tried to be calm, but it was clear he was struggling
with this.
“Yes, Joe, could call it our
destination,” Priscilla answered, “but it’s really our calling. You haven’t
discovered your calling.”
“But I follow The Way. I pursued
the Seven Truths to the end. What’s left for me? Outside these doors I see
nothing but a big question mark!”
Paul said, “Joe, The Way doesn’t
end on the mountain. In one sense, it begins on the mountain. To answer your
question ‘what’s left for me’, I can only say that everything is left for you,
Joe. Everything. Not only is your future a blank check on God’s account, but
you live, as we all do, in the ‘eternal now.’ It’s why Luther couldn’t stay. He
has to recapture the calling he abandoned when his wife died.”
“Well, I do remember him saying:
‘Only forward. Always forward.’”
“That’s right, Joe,” Paul
continued. “Did Luther mention anything to you about The Basic Lessons?”
“No, this is the first I’ve heard
of them. What are they?”
“These lessons are what you might
call the core of our faith,” Paul answered. “Just as the Seven Truths brought
you to this point, The Basic Lessons take you from here.”
“To where?”
“To where God wants you to go. To
your calling. Until you make the final journey to be with him forever."
Priscilla added, “There are many
lessons in the Bible, Joe, but these are source for all of them. Think of your
faith as a house. Jesus is the foundation. The Basic Lessons are the first
floor. Everything else is built upon them.”
“Are they difficult?” Joe asked.
“Not difficult to understand,” Paul
said, “but to be successful at them will require all your best effort. In fact
that is the essence of The Way. It is also the message of the first of the Lessons.”
“What’s that?”
“The most basic of all the Basic
Lessons is to love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. Jesus said
this is the greatest commandment. This naturally flows from the Seventh Truth.
By that I mean that pursuing heaven and pursuing God are essentially the same
thing. What Basic Lesson number one teaches is that you need to integrate your
devotion to God into every aspect of your life.”
“In other words,” Priscilla said,
“there is no separation between the sacred and the secular. We don’t do “God
things” at some point and “self things” at another. Paul and I try here at
Gloryhaven to make everything we do an act of worship. The Christian writer
George McDonald said,” here she picked up a book and read: “‘Life and religion
are one, or neither is anything...The same God who is in us … also is all about
us—inside, the Spirit; outside, the Word…and the two are ever trying to meet in
us.’”
“I think,” Paul said, “that is the
reason why you feel drawn to stay here. You felt something special, something
sacred, in the things you did. Don’t feel bad, Joe. You can experience that
anywhere.”
Even though Joe understood what
they were saying, he felt downcast and didn’t know what to say.
“You know, it’s kind of late,”
Priscilla offered. “Why don’t we finish this conversation in the morning? Joe
tomorrow is Easter, the day we celebrate the Resurrection of our Lord. We have
a little sunrise service here at Gloryhaven before church. A few people come
by. Then we have breakfast and go to church. We would like you to join us.
Maybe after church we can discuss your plans.”
“That’s fine,” Joe said. They
carried the children upstairs to their rooms, and then Joe went up to his room
and went to bed. Later that night he was awakened when the power came back on.
The bathroom light had been on and the clock radio was beeping. Since he was
awake, Joe began to think about what he should do. His hopes and plans had been
rebuffed, but he knew his friends meant well. They might be right, but for the
moment he was not particularly happy. His future was still a question mark.
Even so, he determined that he would pack his things and leave from church.
Since he didn’t have much he packed quickly. He turned out the bathroom light,
set the alarm clock to 5:00, and went back to sleep.
The next morning when Paul knocked
at his door, Joe was already up and dressed.
“So where is the service?” Joe
asked as they went out the back door.
“It’s a short walk past the
gazebo,” Paul said.
When they got to the gazebo Joe was
surprised to see people there waiting for them. A few people had flashlights
and they followed a trail around a point to a small meadow. There were a series
of logs in two semi-circles around a fire pit. Some people were already there
and had built a fire. Since he didn’t know anyone but the family, Joe sat down
on one of the logs. He thought there must be two dozen or so people there. They
milled around and visited for a few minutes. Some of the people introduced
themselves, but Joe was feeling pensive and limited his responses to one or two
words. Pretty soon he was just left alone.
A man got a guitar out and began to
play. Everyone sat down at that point and they began to sing: “Holy, Holy,
Holy. Lord God Almighty. Early in the morning, our song shall rise to Thee…”
Joe didn’t know the words, but the song was beautiful. When they finished
singing the musician said “He is risen!” And the people responded: “He is risen
indeed!” Someone prayed and then they sang another song: “Fairest Lord Jesus.
Ruler of all nature. O Thou of God and man the Son. Thee will I cherish. Thee
will I honor. Thou my soul’s glory, joy and crown.” Again this was a very
moving song. When they were done it was almost daylight. Then another man stood
up and began to speak.
“Isn’t it a wonderful morning to
celebrate the Resurrection?” he asked. A few people murmured “amen.” “During
last night’s storm,” he continued, “I wasn’t sure we were going to be able to
have this service, but here we are.” Without preliminary, he opened a Bible and
read: “After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene
and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. There was a violent earthquake,
for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled
back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his
clothes were white as snow. The guards were so afraid of him that they shook
and became like dead men. The angel said to the women, ‘Do not be afraid, for I
know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has
risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go quickly
and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you
into Galilee . There you will see him.’ Now I
have told you.’ So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with
joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. ‘Greetings,’ he
said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. Then Jesus said to
them, ‘Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee ;
there they will see me.’”
When he had finished reading he
said, “On Friday Jesus was crucified and buried. But on Sunday morning two
things happened that changed history forever. The disciples went to Jesus’ tomb
to find it was empty. That’s the first thing. The second is they saw Jesus. If
you’ve read the Gospels and other parts of the New Testament, you know that
Jesus appeared to many people over the course of several weeks. So, we have an
empty tomb and a risen Lord. Jesus died for our sins, but friends, we serve a
risen Savior! If the Resurrection is true, it proves the validity of Jesus’
claims, but it also guarantees that we who believe will have eternal life. It
is the most profound truth of all human history. Why don’t we pray?”
After the prayer the guitar player
stood up and they concluded with a song that began “Christ the Lord is risen
today. Al-le-luia! Sons of men and angels say, Al-le-luia!” The whole service
hadn’t taken more than twenty minutes including the message, but as they walked
back Joe thought deeply about what the speaker had said. He remembered that Sam
had spoken about the Resurrection in similar terms. The Resurrection was
the most profound truth of human history. Joe’s vision on the mountain was
directly connected to that great event. If it weren’t for the Resurrection, the
Seven Truths would have no power. Sam had talked to him about the importance of
the Resurrection, but things had happened so fast after that he hadn’t taken
the time to think about it. He was going to have to ask someone about it soon.
When they got back to the house
there was coffee, hot chocolate and cinnamon rolls. As the people talked Joe
noticed that they really enjoyed each other’s company. People stood or sat in
various sized groups around the house. Joe recognized some of the people from
the wedding. A few people came and greeted Joe, but again he was not sure what
to say or how to act. They had all been believers a long time and he was new to
the whole project. Plus most of the time he had followed The Way he’d spent by
himself. This group activity thing was a little intimidating for Joe. At one
point the man who had spoken at the sunrise service came up and introduced
himself. He looked to be in his mid-thirties. He was wearing a black
sweatshirt, ball cap and jeans.
“Hi,” he said. “Are you Joe?
Priscilla told me to come introduce myself. My name is Nathan.”
“Yeah, I’m Joe.”
“I don’t know if anyone told you,
but I am the pastor of the church. Paul told me you’re a recent follower of The
Way.”
“I am,” Joe said. “Just a few weeks
now.” Joe thought this guy didn’t look or act like a pastor. Of course Joe
didn’t really know how a pastor was supposed to act or dress, but he had a
vague picture in his mind of an older man wearing a black shirt with a funny
white collar.
“So, how are you doing, Joe?”
Joe was surprised by this question.
As he looked at this person he might have labeled a ‘professional holy man’ in
another life, he could see an undeniable honesty and sincerity. Nathan wasn’t
just making conversation. He appeared to really care about how Joe was doing.
“I’m doing alright, I guess,” Joe
offered. “It’s just that things are a little unsettled for me at the moment.”
“What do you mean?” Nathan asked.
“Well, I want to follow The Way.
I’ve found the Seven Truths, and Paul and Priscilla talked to me about the
Basic Lessons, but…”
“But what?”
“Well, I thought it would be
clearer, or easier at this point. I mean things have been kind of tough until
now.”
“How so?”
Joe then began to tell him about
his journey. They talked for an hour. Most of the other people had left for
home to get ready for church, but the pastor acted like he had all the time in
the world. Finally, he said, “Joe, I’ve got a service to do later this morning.
Are you coming to church?”
“Yes.” Joe replied.
“Why don’t we have lunch after
church? How’s that sound?”
“That’s great,
uh, Reverend…
“Just call me Nathan if you want,
or Pastor Nate, but save the ‘Reverend’. I guess if you have to, you could just
call me ‘Your Holiness’, but I left my kissing ring with my robe and pointy hat.”
“Okay, Nathan,” Joe laughed, “I’ll
see you then.”
The pastor left. Joe took a cup of
coffee up to his room. He went out on the balcony with his Bible and read for a
while. Off and on he looked up and gazed at the mountain he’d ascended not that
long ago. He felt joy and pain almost simultaneously. Joy at the memory of that
wonderful place and pain that he would certainly never see it again. With that
realization came the certainty that he couldn’t stay here, or better put, that
he shouldn’t stay here. Of course Paul and Priscilla were right. It was his
duty to move on. Everything that God wanted for him was ahead. Not behind, and
not here. His future was still a question mark, but Joe understood now that
faith was contained in that question mark. He might not know the future, but he
knew God; knew that God was faithful.
Downstairs Joe found Paul and
Priscilla sitting at the kitchen table. They looked up at him as he came in
with that anxious look of anticipation people have when they are not certain
how things stand. Joe sat down and reached out and grasped their hands.
“I have something to say,” he
began. “First of all, I have made the decision to leave. You were so right last
night to push me in that direction. Thank you. I’ve packed my things. I would
like to go to church with you and then say goodbye from there. Pastor Nate has
invited me to lunch and I’m going to take him up on the offer. Secondly, of all
the people I have met on my journey, I feel the closest to you. I know I can’t
stay at Gloryhaven, but Gloryhaven will always be with me.”
They were both smiling. They
squeezed his hands and then Paul said: “I see great things for you, Joe. I’m
not a prophet, but think your future is full of God’s blessings. Stay true to
him, Joe and he will never let you down. As I said last night, love God with
all your heart, soul, mind and strength.”
“I will,” Joe responded. “I
promise.”
Questions:
1. Why
do you think the vision came back to Joe when he took communion?
2. What
brought about Luther’s healing?
3. Why
did Luther say Joe couldn’t go back to the mountain?
4. How
does this relate to Paul and Priscilla’s reluctance to let Joe stay at Gloryhaven?
5. What
did Priscilla mean that there is no separation between the secular and the
sacred? (If you want to read more on this read the little book The Practice of the Presence of God.)
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